What is ahead?

What is ahead for me? I cannot see...
I feel my life has reachedca dead end
And I have no drive to keep on.

All I wish is to stop being
All I want is my breathing to stop
All I want is to finally drop this inmense weight that has my shoulders bleeding, and my body acheing.

What is there for me in the future? Nothing but sad and sorrow.

There is nothing that brings me joy.