So much for my happy ending...

Les quiero hablar del poder de la música... o al menos del poder que la música tiene en mi vida.
Generalmente pasó en promedio unas dos horas en el carro cada que salgo de trabajar. Por eso el iPod se ha convertido en mi mejor amigo; lo único que evita que me vuelva loca en el tráfico es cantar.

El otro día apareció en el shuffle una canción de Avril Lavigne, 'My Happy Ending', y me hizo recordar mi última relación:

- 'Let's talk this over
is not like we are dead
Was it something I did? Was it something you said? (Nuestra última plática... cuando quise entender)
Don't leave me hanging in a city so dead (Me pidió tiempo... sin saber explicarme que significaba)
Held up so high (me había elevado tan alto... con sus palabras... sus promesas)
on such a breakable thread (creo que nunca fue sincero)
You were all the things I though I knew (Creí conocerlo... creí haber encontrado lo que buscaba)
And I though we could be...
You were everything, everything that I wanted (se mostró como mi sueño hecho realidad)
We were meant to be, supposed to be (planes de vida hechos)
But we lost it
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away (todo se me desmoronó)
All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending... (supe que sólo me estabas mintiendo)
so much for my happy ending...
You've got your dumb friends, I know what they say (Tus amigas la zorra y la otra)
They tell you I'm difficult, but so are they (acaso no te habló mal de mí y de mi amigo??)
But they don't know me, do they even know you? (ni me conocía!! Y no estuvo para ti cuando la necesitaste... tú mismo me lo dijiste)
All the things you hide from me, all the shit that you do... (me ocultaste siempre cosas: tu familia, tus intenciones, tu novia...)
all the shit that you do...
You were all the things I though I knew
And I though we could be...
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it...
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending...
Is nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
and making me feel I was the only one (no te voy a agradecer, pero bueno... si pretendiste que te importaba, y que era lo más preciado)
Is nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall (mientras me hundía en depresión, en llanto... me ignoraste)
and letting me know we were done... (al final lo supe... y cobardemente me lo confirmaste)
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending
You were everything that I wantedWe were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending...' -Avril Lavigne

En azul pongo en que pienso que se adecúa mi relación a esta canción... o viceversa...

Es muy chistoso cuando oyes una canción y vas encajando las letras, los versos, la música con las experiencias que te aquejan... y es cuando sabes que la música va más allá... y que muchas veces es una premonición...
No podría vivir sin la música...